Sleepless in mommyville

It's official I have hit the wall of crazed sleepless-ness. I'm a mess and when I look in the mirror I cry. I also think my milk is being affected by my exhaustion. I called my lactation lady today ready to throw in the breastfeeding towel. I've really met my limit and it only took me 34 days of motherhood. So sad!

The plan however is to let my husband handle ALL of the Next three feedings so I can go to sleep. I spent the entire day pumping in between feeds so he would have a full supply. This plan will hopefully meet the goal of me not looking like a zombie with two black eyes with a baby attached to one boob. After 34 days of this look I'm not sure if it's possible... But dammit I'm more than willing to find out!

Holy crap I'm so excited to feel rested. If this really works my son may see another day of breastfeeding... Otherwise it's formula or mommy in a padded room.

I'll let you know how it goes... In 8 hours...

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